I was thinking this time I'd wanna change something a bit. But I'm too afraid. And so I'm defeating. And that's why I'm so sad inside. And that's why I breakdown sometimes, because though everytime I say I defeat, I don't want to give up. And everytime I say I want to give up, i just don't.

I'm weak yet, so strong.

The weakest and strongest person I've ever known in my entire life, would be me.